10th now.. 2 digits at least

tml saturday, youth, great. finally. youth again. still feeling guilty, after yesterday. yeah. i'm talking to the normal people online but aint seem to be cheering up. anyway, this afternoon. when i came home from school, nobody was home and i didnt have a key. so i waited outside for a while and climbed over the gate. then i sat outside and watied for my mom to come home. about 45 mins i was sitting there, staring into blank space, doing nothing. quite fun, huh? cya nice people at church tml.